what do boobies and ESPN have in common? March 29, 2006
Posted by pusher in Uncategorized.2 comments
NOTHING!
but the billboard advertisment for espn 106.7 the fan(on i24 west going through downtown can cause big orange tractor trailors to swerve and nearly smash kristin's pretty silver 4runner to bits.
thank you espn for exploiting women
and nearly killing them!
this moment brought to you by:
the brilliant minds of male advertisers in nashville.
i couldn't find a picture of the actual bilboard but it looked something like this…
A Friends Greeting March 11, 2006
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I’d like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I’d like to be the help that
you’ve been always glad to be;
I’d like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.
I’d like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;
I’d like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you’ve stirred.
I’d like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;
I’d like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.
I’m wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you’ve strewn along my way;
And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I’d like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.
- Edgar A Guest -
the things i realized March 11, 2006
Posted by pusher in Kho Deep Thoughts :-P.add a comment
from Feb 13, 2006
i saw it all before it happend
then i realized
how much i had hurt myself
i saw this coming years ago
when i didn’t realize
the interior pain i make myself suffer
i saw a big train wreck
when i realized
it had crashed into my soul
i saw myself in the mirro
then i realized
i was cut and bruised from head to toe
i saw myself looking back at me
then i realized
i was holding the knife going through my back
i saw myself trying to run away
then i realized
i was driving the train too
what i hate is that it hurts March 11, 2006
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what i hate the most
is that its out of my control
it hurts me the most
that all the problems only grow
what i hate the most
is that it drives us crazy psychologically
what hurts me the most
is that it’s no help for you to hold onto me
what i hate the most
is to watch someone suffer
it hurts me the most
cause i don’t make it better
what i hate the most
is my eyes have non-stop rain
what hurts me the most
i can’t take away your pain
unequal unstable out of line and wound tight March 11, 2006
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the darkness affects my unusually bad sight
so i forget my turn go left before the light
pitch black run down truly unkind
through the ghetto of my mind
unfamiliar road signs
rush me back to a new design
tear down this entire establishment
flat to the ground to cover up the pavement
no one has the strength, no one feels able
to see how this permanence is a fable
alarming bright colors finally fade
complete ruins left in grey
take some time to rebuild
leave behind what’s been killed
slowly but surely everything grows
understandingly quit and not a soul knows
Valentines Day February 14, 2006
Posted by pusher in Happiness.add a comment
Yay it’s valentines day. I been stressin about it because that’s JUST WHAT GIRLS DO. I been sending people some V-day cards on myspace and email (I guess thats what you do in 2006, no more power rangers cut out valentines cards…as much as I do miss those…) but this is the funniest one I found. It just cracks me up everytime I read it. And of course the only one worthy to recieve a greeting such as this on a Myspace Comment is Rachel…
everybody have a good one!
My artwork February 11, 2006
Posted by pusher in About my Blog, Kho Deep Thoughts :-P.add a comment
The whole purpose of this new blog is to be an art project. A work of art can never be completed 100%. If it’s made by human hands and minds it will constantly need improvement no matter how much you work on it.
The human life itself is a work of art. One we work on our entire lives and can never be perfect until our creator puts the final finishing touches on our souls in heaven, then we have reached perfection.
This is my mind. This is my mind. These are the things I build with the tools I’ve been given. This is my artwork. Appreciate it for what it’s worth. Understand that it will never be perfect. I will never be perfect. You will never be perfect.
Happy V-day to Kristin. February 11, 2006
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I’m not the hugest star wars fan. When it comes to origionality like this, or bright colors or overall cuteness…I’m a huge fan. This skirt’s one of a kind and I can’t wait until it arrives! I’m already planning how to fix the rest of my wardrobe around one skirt. AH! Just a few more days! Best valentine I ever bought myself.
I L-O-V-E these pockets. Skirts with pockets are the best.
I love this skirt and it loves me, we were meant for each other.
Why I push. February 1, 2006
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I’ll push until it reaches full potential. I’ll never quit pushing myself. I’ll never quit putting myself in risky positions. I’ll never quit pushing you. I push on everything, that’s my little way of finding out how things work. There’s always more buttons to push. Sometimes I fuck up and push things over the edge. That’s a personal fault I deal with. But I learn from it. If you don’t want to be pushed, and you don’t like a good challenge…we can’t be friends.
